the perils/joys of being constantly unpredictable

It can be really hard sometimes living in a constantly unpredictable disabled body. i feel like i can’t be depended on in so many ways because some random shit will go down (ulcer! crohn’s flare! internal bleeding! spasms! random mystery sickness! sciatica! chem exposure! etc!) on top of my other usual gimpy stuff, and i’ll have to readjust/ cancel/ drop out/ etc.

And yet… oftentimes living in a constantly unpredictable disabled body has also forced me to adapt, to acknowledge and work with change, to come up with new ideas in a way i wouldn’t have otherwise, to not get so attached to one thing or one way.

i don’t know if things ever “even out” or whatever (and i’m challenging myself around allowing that unattainable ableist demand to completely wreck me), but i keep telling myself it’s ok when it doesn’t, maybe it’s even just as good, maybe it’s better, maybe it’s just something else altogether. Finding other people who are ok with it too isn’t easy, but when i do, i know i’m finding my people.

 

 

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Hiatus

Hey folks, just wanted to give a bit of an update to say that i’m going to be on a continued break from auditing for the foreseeable future. i’d really encourage you to have a look at the free audit templates here on the site, and to conduct audits in-house. Just please be sure to link in credits to RAMP, and to send me a digital copy of the audit so i can add it to the list of available audits. If you have any pressing questions about the audit itself, you can still reach me at rampvancouver@gmail.com

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“Curiosity: Vancouver’s Straw Ban – Another Barrier and Another Excuse For Non-Disabled People to Shame, Marginalize, Interrogate and Demonstrate They Don’t Care About Discrimination Against Disabled People”

Please take some time to read this blog post by mssinenomineblog. It is and isn’t about straws and the straw ban, it’s about living as a disabled person in a system that would prefer you dead, and it’s also about solidarity.

i don’t often use straws, and even less often need them, but i understand why this is a huge deal. Do better. Take the time to learn and understand. And whatever you do, keep the sanctimonious judgemental ableist enviro snipsnapping to yourself.

via Curiosity: Vancouver’s Straw Ban – Another Barrier and Another Excuse For Non-Disabled People to Shame, Marginalize, Interrogate and Demonstrate They Don’t Care About Discrimination Against Disabled People

 

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CALL TO ACTION: THE KINDER MORGAN BAILOUT IS A DECLARATION OF WAR BY CANADA AGAINST INDIGENOUS PEOPLES

Please head over to the website and learn more:

https://www.secwepemculecw.org/act-of-war

THE KINDER MORGAN BAILOUT IS A DECLARATION OF WAR BY CANADA AGAINST INDIGENOUS PEOPLES

“A declaration of war has been issued against Indigenous peoples in Canada by the federal government. By bailing out Kinder Morgan’s investment in the Trans Mountain pipeline, Canada has announced its ongoing intention to violate Indigenous title, law and jurisdiction, as well as the constitutional rights of Indigenous peoples, and all protocols of international law protecting Indigenous peoples’ homelands and right to consent to development on their lands.”

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Scent-reduction can’t be just an option, a preference; it’s got to be a practice.

When scent-reduction of events and spaces is framed as an option, a “please”, a “we’ll try to”, a “preference”, with few-to-no clear boundaries or outcomes if folks do arrive scented, that doesn’t create the necessary container required for an accessible space. i go through the world assuming that chemical scents are going to be everywhere, so i prepare as best i can. But when a space/ event/ etc calls itself scent-reduced or scent-free and doesn’t consistently follow through, that creates an extra dangerous situation. Please, if you’re going to advertise as being scent reduced or scent free, just fricken do it?
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assisted life

i’m being serious when i say that i want every single non-disabled person to read THIS ARTICLE, all the way through. Lovers, friends, family, acquaintances, whatever our connection, if you give a shit about the gimps in your life/ community/ periphery, i want YOU to read this and really think about what it means.

i’d like you to think about what it means that instead of access to the things that make disabled folks’ lives work in the bodies we have, we’re “offered” / pushed into “assisted suicide” because the burden of our existence is somehow just too much – not necessarily for us, but for others, for the state, for the people in control of the basic shit we need to live.

Disabled folks aren’t unique in having to beg for the most utterly basic services to keep us alive. This is an ableism thing, it’s a racism thing, a classist thing, a white supremacist cisheteropatriarchal thing, a capitalism thing. This shit is connected and if you’re gonna be any part of my life you have an obligation to pay attention.

This is the very thing that so many disabled folks have been saying for decades, and i want you to listen to us, to stop talking in abstracts, riddles and metaphors about “assisted suicide”, and listen to what we’re saying when we share our concerns and fears about this. We’re the ones who end up on the shit-end of this all, but that “we” can just as quickly be “you”, make no mistake.

Please note that i absolutely respect other disabled folk’s right to choose it. There are people in my life who have done so, and who the hell knows, maybe i would have to choose it at some point. i want to have autonomy over my own life, and i wouldn’t try to take that from anyone.

What i have a problem with is it so often being the only option that a lot of us are given because what we need to live isn’t provided, because our lives aren’t valued, because in general disabled lives aren’t valued, and because specific kinds of disabled lives are especially not valued. The problem for me is that for so many disabled folks, this “choice” isn’t a choice at all, it’s the only option, the first suggestion, the thing that we are supposed to be so grateful for when it’s not actually what we would always choose for ourselves.

And i want more nuanced conversations about it that don’t centre the needs and whims of the state, which is so often what’s happening.

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Note: i will not engage in any debate about this here. If you do, it’ll be removed and i may need to consider removing you as well. It’s not about not being able to handle discussion, discourse, difference, whatever. It’s about refusing to debate my right as a disabled person to not listen to folks defending disabled death over disabled life; and being able to call the shots on this topic in this one small space. Please don’t do it here.

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Clarifying RAMP’s Position on VQFF and the PACBI

i’d like to clarify that any instance of the Vancouver Queer Film Festival using Radical Access Mapping Project accessibility audits for it’s events is not an indication of current RAMP collaboration with, support for, or endorsement of the VQFF.
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RAMP previously supported and worked with the festival in making it more accessible and gimp-inclusive in part by conducting multiple accessibility audits (which are still freely available for use by VQFF or anyone else). But thanks to the incredible education and agitation already being done by others, in 2014 RAMP joined the boycott of the festival for its ongoing status quo regarding the Palestinian Campaign for the Academic and Cultural Boycott of Israel (PACBI), and the impacts the festival has had and will continue to have in in/forming opinion and fomenting or stifling action on this.
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VQFF has in the past acknowledged that the Israeli occupation of Palestine employs a “systemization of control, dispossession and violence,”, and yet continues to refuse opportunities to support the requests of the Palestinian people for international solidarity in boycotting, sanctioning, and divesting from that system; and continues to refuse offers of grassroots local support in learning more about and responding to the issues involved.
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VQFF has made it clear (see last link below regarding the 2017 festival) that while it uses the language of resistance to fill seats, it doesn’t intend to change its tangible impacts on local Palestinian queers (e.g. Brown Bear Roar below) and on the ongoing resistance efforts of the Palestinian people as a whole in Palestine.
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Unless and until VQFF revisits and endorses PACBI, reflects that in its programming/ organizing/ structure, acknowledges the impacts its stance has had on this community, and gets transparent about that process, RAMP will continue to boycott the festival and encourage others to do so as well.
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If you have any questions about this or want more information, please feel free to send an email to rampvancouver@gmail.ca , or go to any of the links below:
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QuAIA’s Statement on VQFF Pinkwashing that started this whole thing off:
https://quaiavancouver.wordpress.com/2014/08/07/quaia-vancouver-statement-on-vqff-pinkwashing/
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Palestinian Campaign for the Academic and Cultural Boycott of Israel (PACBI)
https://bdsmovement.net/pacbi
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Brown Bear Roar – Letter Re Vancouver Queer Film Festival To Queers:
https://underthejasmine.wordpress.com/…/05/15/brown-bear-r…/
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RAMP Website With Many Statements/ Links Re Boycott:
https://radicalaccessiblecommunities.wordpress.com/…
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[this includes statements from or endorsed by QuAIA, SFPIRG, Ad-hoc alliance of Vancouver QTIPOC organizations, Sins Invalid, COPE Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual and Pansexual Caucus, Trikone Vancouver, Salaam Vancouver, Vancouver Latin GLBT Communities and Friends, No One Is Illegal – Vancouver, Unceded Coast Salish Territories, SANSAD (South Asian Network for Secularism and Democracy), Desi Dialogues, Global Queer Research Group, UBC, and others, as well as multiple film makers and community members]
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RAMP facebook page and the short reply from VQFF about 2017:
https://www.facebook.com/radicalaccessmappingproject/photos/a.265132226969110.1073741827.262865423862457/778381305644197/?type=3&theater&notif_t=like&notif_id=1502482697226551
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my post to vqff re 2017 fest

Image description: A facebook post,

Question from Lumpen Rolletariat to Vancouver Queer Film Festival
17 March at 10:30 ·

@Vancouver Queer Film Festival, has there been or is there expected to be any policy change for this year’s festival regarding pinkwashing and the ongoing community call to support a resolution on the Palestinian Campaign for Academic and Cultural Boycott of Israel (PACBI)? i’ve seen several recent articles about the upcoming fest, and one in Metro today which briefly mentions the boycott as an issue but doesn’t offer any insight for this year’s festival. Any clarity is appreciated.


Reply by Vancouver Queer Film Festival:
Vancouver Queer Film Festival: The short answer is that our perspectives on pinkwashing and the call for Out On Screen to participate in BDS haven’t changed since we issued our Open Letter to the community in 2015 and subsequent advertising policy. (http://queerfilmfestival.ca/blog/an-open-letter/)

The Vancouver Queer Film Festival is proud to continue to play a leading role in harnessing the power of film to advance queer lives. Our films celebrate the richness of our community and illuminate the struggles we still face. We look forward to a fun and compelling 2017 Festival!

 

Reply by Lumpen Rolletariat:
Disappointing but noted.